by3, 0ct0ber

That's the end for the wonderful october, 2008. suddenly, something came across into my mind.. it had been quite a long time, i went through primary @ secondary @ tertiary (half-way) education, what had i done so far..something good o bad that deserved to be talked about? what should i do o what am i going to do? perhaps, what had i planned n it have juz been forgotten as time grows..

L!fe~ it juz a life? juz activate our muscles to carry out those daily chores? sleep n wake up? smile when happy and show 'papaya' face when sad? the life belongs to me,rite? i controlling it, o my life stil being controlled by other forces? We choose our destiny, we choose our way of life, how about when the way is only left one way? there are no cross road, no T-junction, it juz a straight and flat road.. we juz go and fly following da signboard..when we go too fast, we always forget to watch the back, maybe there are a secret lane that leads to another way~

maybe in life, i have been wasting my time to think, worrying, wondering a lot, a lot of unnecessary things.. i have talked a lot of unnecessary things, and keep a lot of important things till i forget to talk about it, and it has juz been digested.. i don know what n don know how, n i not even interested to know about it, i juz know now..its the time, its the place, either you have done it or you missed it, if you are lucky, maybe you get the second chance. if unlucky, its ok, u can restart it, can move again..it juz a matter of time~

18 years 1 month and 17 days, first 6 years as mama's boy, next 6 years as a primary student, next 5 years as a secondary student, 1 years 1 month and 17 years as a college student..argh..what will happen tomorrow? nobody knows, you don know, my parents don know, but i know because i carved it and decide how will it look like.. wakkaka..

by3 0ct0ver, n 'hi' n0vember..

everytime we say goodby3 to a fren, we do hope dat we will have a chance to say 'hi' that dat fren someday,somewhere again n again..

*at here,wanna wish happy birthday to Su Kok Chuen @ Chee Heng Zhing